14th Feb '10; Sunday.
valentine's. thought i couldn't meet baby boo. he called at 4pm. all of a sudden. and then asked me out. and i was from hmmm... to WHOOOO~!!!! hee! he fetched me from void deck and we went to meet yan and yani at mustafa center. wait for them to finish eating then off to their place for a while. baby boo had something to discuss with yan. then off for romance. :DDDD and then home. mum and dad are such a nag! listened for a while then off to "sleep".
15th Feb '10; Monday.
4am in the morning, baby boo called. he just got back from serangoon with afad. and he said that the card was so sweet. ((: and he wore the bangle already. :DDDDDD he said, "patut lah u slalu tanya i pakai gelang ke tak..." and all i did was smile. :DDDD then at 7am, mum woke me up to go kubur. haiyah.. i delayed until around 8plus when abang got back then i got up and showered. swear i didn't have the mood at all. we went to first abang's, shaz's late dad's, uncle ayie's and arwah tok man's. cleaned the area then off to jurong point. everybody including fadhli was hungry. initially wanted to eat at banquet. but then closed for CNY. so off to swensens instead. fadhli insisted on eating at LJS. haiyah... this boy uhh... when eating, call from grandmama saying that grandada was having fever. so we had to go over because some people were not responsible enough to take care of their father! after hair cut for abbang, fadhli and dad, we went to grandada's place. and brought him to the hospital. got back at around 12+midnight. and called baby boo. afad asked us out to sentosa. couple's retreat. LOL! but i know i couldn't go. firstly, because parents don't allow. secondly, because grandada wasn't feeling well and i wanted to take care of him. so two days of not meeting baby boo. :(
16th Feb '10; Tuesday.
mum was still on PH. then lepaked at home. sleep, eat, sleep eat, sleep, wake up, got ready for grandada's.
17th feb '10; Wednesday.
mum and dad's 20th wedding anniversary. got back home.
18th Feb '10; Thursday.
went for check up. FUCKING DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF! hais... met baby boo. and got him all upset too. :(((((
19th Feb '10; Friday.
socio exam. nad's place to help with clean up to prepare for today's kak nadya's birthday party and maulud.
going to get ready for the party.
supposed to come early.
toodles.
dear love angels of God,
please tell baby boo how sorry i am for everything. be it my fault or not. im working very hard on getting to make your dreams a reality. and please... tell him how much i love him!
