F*** OFF bitch.

another post in just a few minutes.
hot hot story!
look at what this fucking girl by the name of sher hussy talked to me on msn about!
:@
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
hah1
heyy there!
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
heyyh
u appear offline?'
ni yasmeen ehhh
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
ohh.
really?€
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
ehh no
u not in my list
waity]
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
huh?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
kk
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
and why is that so?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
ntah
sumwan delete it maybe
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
hahaha!
someone ehh
LOL.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
nthh
hmm
wassup?
anything?
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
lol.
i was wondering, where i know you...
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
haha
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
lol.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
i also dun know u
hmm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
WTH?!
hahaha1
i rmbred you asking me if i am a student nurse or smthg like that..?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
ohok
haha
me ite simei
ehh
ask u sumthing
u still with shanor?
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! said (9:57 PM):
eh, why you offline?
how you know him?!
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
online ahh
hmm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
hahahaha1
k
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
wait, abt shahnor.
how you know him?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
u still with thim?
u everyday mit him>?
hmm
i know him
too well
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
how?1
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
nvm
he hates me
i guess now
hmm
ntah lah ehh
hmm
im sure u gonna ask him
n this gonna b complicated

★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* just sent you a nudge.

YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
sabarlah
what is this all about ni?
im still with him.
but nvr meet him everyday.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
okayy
msg him everyday?
i mean he msg u everyday?
without fail?
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
and how do you know him? and what makes you say that you know him well.
?
why are asking me all this?1
who are you?!?!
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
ehh gal
tkmu wori
i tkde paper ngna dia
pls
tkmu marah2
hmm
i know him
years already
been with him too
hmm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
ok...
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
im his x
yeahh
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
....
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
wats with ...
?
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
tell me kmore...\
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
im not trying to pecahkan ur realtionship ehh
hmm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
when siah you with him?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmmm
2009 pon ade
2008 pon ader.
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
hahahahaha1
then why break up?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
kite tkleh together uhh
hmm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
-.-
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
his x is my bestfren
his x tnang is my neighbour/ sec school junior's sister.
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
mampos1
sume realted.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
his x lagik satu my schoolmate
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
*related
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
yeahh
so he cant run
n he had enough i think
he ntah ehh
i tk pernah trust
haa
nvm
u n him in good terms then okayy
then he patch-ed up with me
he still contact his x tnang
i geram sal
i know cos i bwak alek his sim kad n hp
he use my hp
behh nth lahh gal
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
lek lek..
satu satu..
hmm..
ok..
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
ahakz
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
you and him tahun 2009 which month?

You have just sent a nudge.

★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
jap2
oct
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
till?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
sept uhh i think iptch ngan dia
till nov
hmm
wait
i carik hp i
ade msg2 dia
hp lagik satu
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
be quick.
i cant stay long.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
why ehh
i tk tahu ana hp tu
nvm uh kalau u nak go
i remember nov
u with him biler?
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
after you i guess.
hah1
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
bulan?
y ai know after me
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
november
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hmm
okayy
so fast.hahaha
he's like tat lah
tak terkejot
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
bgs..
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
his family know him well
hahaha
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
what do you mean?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
nahh
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
??
what do you mean by that?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
tkde paper
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
tell me...
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
nothing lah dear
u his gf u shuld know him well
hmm
i tknak b the one to api2 kan apaper
hmm
u know his frens too ehh?
family?pernah mit?
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
yup.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
nadiah?fazly ehh
hmm
ohkayy
dah mit parents dia?
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
nadiah sape sehh?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
go ask his mum how many girls he dah pernah bawak balik??
fazly tunang
hmm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
hidayah lahh
fadzlt, bohari, nazaruddin, baby...
bnyk uhh..
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
oh ya.
ohhk
oklah tuu
hmm
family dia dah mit lum
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
dah jgk..
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hahaha
okayy
common.
nvm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
lol.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
all the best ngan dia.
he's nice.
hahaha
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
you met his parents before also?
OMG!
you're sounding like you're sacarstic
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
not sacarstic
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
then?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
nahh
nvm
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
?
i ask you, you met his parents before?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
semua pernah lahh
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
hhmmm..
what do you mean by sume pernah?
main pon ok go jgk?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
ok go jgak uh
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
wahh..
baik perr..?
tunang die nye name ape uh?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
asl ehh
katkan dia tk blang kau
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
nak tau lahh.. abey?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
mira
tahu tk asal dai break?
hahah
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
tak
blng uhhh.
lagi tak tau./.?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
tkpe lah
nanty makin benci shahnor ngan aku
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
ape yg tkpelah?
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
hahaha
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
blng je lahh.
aku tk blng die
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
tknak uh
kau nak kau tanya dia
aku tknak
pompan ckap je tk blang
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
kau pon pmpn jgk...
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
yeah aku pompan
aku tahu lahh
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
tkpelah.
★:][] r a h h d a r l i n g g[][: ★ -NUS malay guys rawks! *i missed being in love* says:
sori eh dear
bukan ape
i tknak kena play our uh
dah puas
YASMEEN. ;i'm shah's! says:
aku rase, aku tkleh percaye uhh ckp kau. dah ade org ckp ngn aku psl prangai kau yg sebenar. jadi aku baik tak termkn kata kata kau. kau ex die ehh? mcm tk percaye uhh. pmpn simpanan pn aku tk percaye.
tkcr sua ehh
sharifah_nur_shahirah@hotmail.com said (10:34 PM):
yeahh biar lah ape org ckap ehh
haha
aku tk kesah pon
hmm.
biar tk percaya
dah kena,aru nak caye
haha
tc
bye


eh pmpn, kau takyah nak brainwash aku lahh ehh. kau berambos pon baik!

Lady Chillax.

OMG!
after almost a month of not updating my blog, Syahrin a.k.a Mr Stickman suddenly moved me to do so. he called me Lady Chillax. LOL with me ppl! i think that is super cute. he came up with that name because to him i seemed laid back. hahahaha! is it true? hmm..
okay.
so, a lot of things happened in the past one month. fight with Shahnor Abbas goes without saying. seriously, i feel like a dumbass that friday night. i put a test on baby boo. i asked my friend to text him, wanting to get to know him. and he finally knew it was all part of my plan. and i was so... OMG! HOW ON EARTH DID HE KNOW?!?!URGH!
then i got fucked by him that night. not literally.
SUMPAH, the motive was to test him. i didn't even have the feeling of mistrust in him. its just that after Farhanah Sulaiman talked to me on fb, i became more and more afraid of losing him. hence, i became more and more precautious.
now, after that friday night, i finally explained to baby boo about this fear im having. i literally told him everything. and this is what he said to me.
you just cant overcome your feelings!
i find it true. i know.
nvm, its past.
got to do socio.
am sooooooooo looking forward to 1st march 2010.
KARAOKE WITH MY PEEPS @ KSUITES!
<3<3<3<3<3


focus points for now: finish socio, concentrate on bio, psycho, socio and child bearing, HEALTH, and of course SHAHNOR ABBAS!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

finally, something to blog about. haven't been doing this for quite sometime. just because i didn't know what to blog about.
i just hang up the phone with baby boo. he's at sentosa with his friends, counting down to 2010. if not for him, and maybe taufiq, i'd probably be at marina bay float. celebrating myself. well, i don't really blame taufiq whom didn't submit our names on time. well, i backed out in the first place. but its more to baby boo instead. i decided to be a homie on new year's eve because whats the point of celebrating when i can't do it with him? ponder on that. seriously, that was the initial reason on why i didn't want to go. i made that decision as soon as i heard that we got tickets to it. and now he's there, without me. its not that im afrid he'll go woo other girls. its just that i want to be with him on a very special day, to celebrate the happy times with him and hopes he does so too. but i guess he doesn't feel that way. though he might not really be party-ing. URGH! ohh-nevermind. i could only celebrate with him on the phone. and listen to the fireworks going pop-pop-pop.

thanks for being the first official person to make me cry on new year.
I thought of you within the minute, hoping to be wherever you are.

goodbye 2009; hello 2010.

p.s, tell me if i'm being selfish? I hope you remembered me because I’ve bothered to remember you.