okay.

okay. korg tkleh bace.
this was what he said.

Genji Ryuu Peter : LOL! Missing Out?! Definitely not...there is nothing between the both us! Like i said Yas....Im sweet to ladies! Well to those ladies who are willing to welcome my passionate love towards them!and Besides,like Zakiah said "even if there's smthg on btwn us, you wont know ! But unlike u miss Yasmeen....ur different from ladies...u are a freak of ... Read Morenature! U spoil the the image of yourself....look at your profile pic for instance! Whats up with that gore fingers! Its so uncool for a lady! I mean if u ... Read Morewere to post it on your profile and not set it as your profile pic it would b fine.....but to put it as your PP, its very disturbing...and a lady is not suppose to have a disturbing kinda look!
Wahahaha....BTW pushing my buttons is also the same as crossing my lines! Get it now arse face!

Muahahahahah! Ouh Anyway being able able to smell something fishy is good! makes u an alert kind of person! Keep it up! And no offense about this post aite Yas! Just pulling your leg!

and then i replied,

Yasmeen Zulkiffli : kat grandlink ade perr. room for 8 pon ade. kat kampong ubi cc pon ade. kau je yg tak tau. skg ni kau ade hal pe dgn aku peter? nak ckp aku ni lah... tu lah... who the hell are you to say this about me siah?!?! shut you fucking filthy mouth up before i do it for you!!!! and to the rest, dont try to ask me to chill. i won't compromise with this kind of people. friends indeed. hah! BULLSHIT LAH!!! puik kat muka kau pon cantik!!! KNN!!!

and he replied,

Genji Ryuu Peter : WAhahahahahahaahahahaha!
Unbelievable.....finally after lots of years,we are starting a real fight....now this is something new....Yas i do not mean to be rude or anything but if u want to turn this into a real crisis between the both of us,well that will just makes me sad as we were always like this since Primary School....the fact that u do not even know ur friend! Now that really makes me very sad.....Oh Yea judging by ur attitude where u can't compromise really shows how true is ur friendship...btw my mouth has been like this since i was young....that is why i keep repeating the two words "No Offense" which also shows that im joking....Im really surprise that u cant accept that....come on girl! Look back and reflect on the past...ur smart so u should figure out the facts of my comment!
Well,what can i say....people do change after all...so i do not blame u!

Well the point is this is me...accept if u want to,deny if u don't want to!... Read More... Read More

Ouh yes! Pardon me...FYI, we are all growing older and we all should accept good or bad facts especially its a fact that we are friends!
Even though i might be a friend who uses jokes on u that could hurt,at the end of the day,when ur in need of help i will definitely be there...i am not afraid to hurt ur feelings,its much better than seeing someone else hurting ur feelings...haha..that's so not right...well whatever..hehe!
Yes this is how i react with my friends or even best friends!
I will always care or show my appreciation towards my friends! Yea u could say so "Friends Indeed!"

So Yasmeen,like i said, Accept Or Deny?! Its your call!

And this goes out to not only Yasmeen but also TO ALL OF U MY FRIENDS!

THIS IS ME!!!!

and i replied again,

Yasmeen Zulkiffli : eh, cut the crap lah peter! i NEVER had friends like this before!and i never will want to have friends like this. ni mcm pey kawan boleh campak ke laut lahh! enemy ke tak, tu nnty boleh citer uhh. ni skrg aku tak puas dgn ape kau ckp dgn aku. wtf?! org kalau tak respect aku, buat pe aku nk respect drg ehh?! patut kene ludah kat muka. baru sedar ... Read Moresikit! you got your different beliefs and likings, and i do too! so just respect uhh. kau tkyah ckp aku gitu perr. aku pon ade aku pey maruah. kau phm tak?! kalau ni benda tak berlaku skg, aku tak rase kau akan tau and belajar. sampai bile bile pon kau nye prangai ttp mcm gini jgk. aku tak kenal kau ke kau yang tak cukup kenal aku lagi ni?! get your facts right before blurting it out ah ehh?! and and, kalau nak joke tu, bertempat ahh. tak sume jokes kau org boleh angkat lahh. kalau tak tau org boleh angkat ke tak, takyah bbl ah.

btw, i rmbred that i already state my point to my other friends, don't ask me to chill. but it seems that my simple words are so difficult to be understood. i don't need people to ask me to chill. i know how to do it. and i know when to do it. so yeah.

count me out. im not going to come. *don't try to make me come. don't push your luck too far ppl.

this is my display pic, FYI!


PEOPLE, TELL ME WHO THE FUCK IS HE TO SAY THIS TO ME?!

fucking not my day!

i haven't been getting a great day today. so, pls don't try to push your luck ppl. i mean it ehh. firstly was hubby. he changed. oris it just me and my PMS?! well, he was super duper irritating that i just hung up on him and switched off my hp. ok. then there's this thing between me and my primary school "best friend". look at what he said in here. wtf?!

and this is what i replied. V

and he have the cheek to reply again! wtf?! V

and this, again, is what i replied. V

sumpah aku tkde mood! ni sume gare gare org yg bernama "kawan"!!!

hangover.

busy weekend.
still feeling hanged over from last night.
*burrppp~!!*
toodles.

3rd post of the day!!!

after school just now, went to orchard with darling ayda bella ronaldo. went to orchard central to get my new nike sweater!!! no pics of it. YET! then off to centrepoint's macs to "study". but you know me. if got lappy, where got study? hah! after lappy died, suffri came and we went to go eat prata together. after food was smoking time. and off we went to urbanwrites. the things there were so attractive lah! and i suddenly wanted to get hubby something. initially thought of getting him something from sportslink. but then i got him a card from urbanwrites instead. i decided to write something for him. then we went to ayda's crib. to lepak while waiting for hubby to finish work. so while at ayda's place, i wrote him the card. here's some pictures of it.

the front of the envelope. ((:

the side of it.

the back of it. heeh.
didn't get to take the inside of the card. ;(
probably will do when he opens it up. :DDDDD
hhmmm... didn't get to meet him tonight. i swear i hope i can meet him tomorrow!!! rindu dier gilerr babi larrhhh!!! kau paham tak perasaan aku?!?!
hah! okay.
goodnight!

HOTDOG!

NADIA CHAN TREATED ME TO SAUSAGES TODAY!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOO~~~!!!!
*SLURPS*

and and this cat is my second sayang!
((:

PRIMATES.

havent been blogging for the past two days. i was very busy. tuesday reached home at 11plus. then too tired to even on lappy. i only on it to charge my mp3. heeh. then off to lala-land. wanted to meet hubby on tuesday, but he like in a state of hesitation. so nvm lah. go study with nad and syahrin instead. woke up to a boring wed morning. the weather was so nice to sleep in. but had to go school! like what i told bulu, school is making me lose sleep. urgh!!! school ended at 11 because rini, nad and myself caboted psycho lecture. heeh. then we went to the lib for our respective group meetings. then i went off. while nad and rini stayed to study bio. i went to yck mrt with liyana, juliana and their gf. met gf een in the train and went back together.didnt want to meet hubby. my sandals broke off! grrr!!! sape kn nk gi jmpe matair dgn sandal pecah?!?! hahaha! so i told him i going back. and he asked, " betol tnk meet?" and i replied. yes hubby. tmrw, which is today, we can spend more time together. heeh. so, i'll probably be meeting him today. PROBABLY! miss him damn much siah!!!! nak jmpe jgk! and so, school has already ended for me. but im still in school because mdm foo wants to meet us. for the ICA. haiyah... its okay lah. im waiting for darling ayda bella ronaldo anyways.

P.S. I MISS MY PRIMATES!!!!!!!!!! aki, idah, fiq and dannn!!!
meet up soon yeah peeps?!?!

toodles!

LOVE!

THAT'S HIM! yes! my hubby!
:DDDD
heeh.

woke up at 0530hrs this morning. ironed dress and showered. out off this place by 0630hrs. met birthday girl nadirah at bedok mrt station at 0700hrs. off to national dental centre for nadirah's dental appointment! SHE TOOK OFF HER BRACES READY!!!! hah! COOL SHIT!!! serious. okok. after which we went to macs at school for breakfast. treated her to hotcakes with sausage meal. heeh. and big breakfast for myself. then we went to lab. saw feeq and told him it was nad's birthday today. yadayada. we went in for lab and poof~!! class was over! heh. we practiced the surgical technique. surgical handwash; donning of sterile gloves and preparing the sterile set. group meeting for half an hour. still early. hubby wanted to fetch me from school. but he haven't even got out from house that time. GRRR!!! :@ tell you how mad i was. summore ask me to meet him at yishun instead. then nvm. otw to yishun, inside the train at khatib, he told me to meet him at admiralty. e!!! geram nye! ni bukan dia amek saya tau!!! ni saya yang amek dia!!! abey ckp kalau marah tkyah jmpe. sape yg nk gi tk jmpe psl marah kn?! jadik jumpe je lahh. seriously, its not even a week since we got together, and i've already teared for him! hais... i was so worried and my mind filled up with millions of nonsensical stuffs. thinking that he wanted to leave me just like that. hais... i sat alone at the bustop, waiting for him for almost an hour and crying while listening to mp3. then he called and asked to meet him at 7eleven. and so i did. then he bising. because my baju was too revealing. no doubt bout that. i had eyes starring at me a lot of times today. esp that guy in the school lib!!!! :@ and we trained down to Paya Lebar. he had meeting. so i sent him there then i went off to lavender to meet gf een. she was late for work. she's the usual person i meet while waiting for hubby. just to kill time and not do anything worthless. hah! then went to iluma to get my tube. very uncomfortable lah wear shawl over. heeh. then after that lepaked outside een's workplace until hubby called to say he finished meeting. so we met at bugis for dinner. was super duper hungry. :((( we had long john's. heeh. both of us shared one golden deal one. cute kn kn kn?! xP despite the bad day he caused me to have earlier this afternoon, i still loved being with him. it just makes me feel so in place and so me. :DDDDD after dinner, we walked around. then he sent me off to the bustop. and now, here i am, at home, sitting, blogging and thinking of him without fail.




p.s. ILOVEYOU,HUBBY!

missing you.

HUBBY!!!!!! MISS YOU LAH SIOLLLLLLSSSSSS!!!! SWEAR I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMRW TO COME!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN CAN MEET YOU AND HUG YOU AND KISS YOU AND... hahaha! okay. thats enough. :X now, thats how much i miss you, you gundu!!!!! heeh. i wish i can spend every minute of your life with you. and every minute of my life too. hmm... dah lah.. asyik asyik blog pasal die... asyik asyik blog pasal die... heeh.

the kids of jamiyah early childhood centres were awesomely cute and adorable! they acted out willy wonka and the chocolate factory.

dah lah. bsk, nadirah nye birthday! tapi present pon belom ade. pagi gi teman die gi dental die. die nak bukak gigi die. BETOL!!! hahaha! tklah. bukak braces. pastu kite nak gi skula together. pastu saya nak gi jumpa baby boy saya! die nak amek saya kat sekolah! tak sabar lah sangat! sebab saya dah rindu dgn dia!!!! heeh.

K BYE!

sunday.

told me to call you before going to sleep, i did. but u didn't answer my calls. called you as soon as i woke up in the morning, still no answers. where did you go last night? haiyah.... worried sick about you, you know?!?!?! lucky u answered on my last trial to call you. SLEEP only!!! grrr!!! :@ was pissed off for that moment.

dearest nadirah a. nasir, it has always been my pleasure to see you happy. thats what friends are for after all right?! heeh. anyways, have a good day ahead.

off to museum later on for some graduation tingy. swear i don't feel like going. seriously, i don't have the mood!

when you're far away.

SHAH!!! i miss you so much lah! when i tell this to my friends, they tell me this; "korg baru semlm jumpe!". no doubt bout that though. kalau boleh hari hari nak jumpe! lupe lah nak masok kan gmbr dlm lappy. kalau tak dah leh upload. :(( like what i told you last night, never in my 17 years of life, my boify bring me out with his friends. this is the first. sweet lah you! sorry i couldn't spend your off day with you. and you know the reasons to it. hmm.. i wonder if you're thinking bout me as much as i am....

IMISSYOU!
having bbq here later this evening. urgh! i want him to be here! spending every precious minute with him. ups and downs we go through together. i WANT to be here for you. i hope you can wait till the time comes. when i get out of this place....!! i can't wait to bring you to meet my parents. so much to do!!!!!! :X
okok. don't put too high hopes, yasmeen.

new line.

and so i didn't blog ytd. balek lmbt dokk!! heeh. xP school ended at 6pm ytd. :( and shah said to meet him at paya lebar at 7pm. but he only came at 8.45pm. thanks ehh ckp dgn die. naseb uhh die belikn rokok and makan. school was sucky today. all the lecturer's taught us like asking us to sleep! grrr!!! we went to east coast macs to get our food. double cheeseburger without pickle meal; upsize. shared btween the both of us! fed him while he drive. and he sent me until bawah block. how sweet. no doubt wahid sent me before too. so? thats the past! however, i slept at 1.30am only! and i had to wake up at 5.30am in order not to be late. like YTD! heeh. sorry nad. :X woke up in the morning, irond my dress and off to shower. got ready for school and off i go! went to 7eleven to get dyanah's mashed potato which i intially told her i'll get one for her last night. just to make it up to her. then off to bedok mrt to meet nad. trained down to p.r. then r.p. then y.c.k. we were late then. and rinny had no cash to pay her taxi fare. and the uncle suck! BIG TIME!! lab for two hours then psycho lect for an hour. and thats it for the day. went for group meeting for a while and then lunch at koufu for my favourite steamed chicken rice. then while we were on our way out for a puff, we saw rinny and ammar at the atrium. so we went wandering around. just to kill time while waiting for liyana umar. after that, bussed down to tamp. had a good sleep on the way there. :DDDDDD met naddy's parents and signed up for new line. :DDDDD yes peeps! this means im changing number. so get it from me if you want to. then met baby girl, een. and we lepaked at sunplaza park. while i told her about shah. hah! then off for home! but i forgot to get kfc, so we went to paya leber to get it. and home now! just sent my drug homework t shamu. really sorry for the delay. :X
now, i need to spend more time on BIO and all the other modules!!
toodles.

p.s.: shah cute! tk mcm adk die, pocong. :X

yesterday and today.

just got back frm the sharifah aini concert at singapore indoor stadium. not as hectic as i expected it to be. we were late for the concert actually. the songs she sang was so unfamiliar to me. anyways... haha! get to see the islah boys. which definitely remind me of wahid! hais... this also atually reminds me that his birthday is not long from now. okay. saw chiko; chirul's big bro and his momma. ive decided to sleep after blogging. since youtube is down for maintainance. :( so icant watch my tngisan bulan madu. ;( NAK JUGAK NAK JUGAK NAK JUGAK!!! :( hmph! if by tomorrow, the thing is still not working, i shall cry! haha! i don't think the management would even care. hah!
anyways S.A., i've read what you posted on your blog months ago. regarding the girl of your dreams. what happens if that girl is already like that when you meet her ehh? mind changing her to become your perfect miss right? because i love to change for someone i love. hahah! and i don't mind at all. :DDDDD
let's predict whats going to happen tomorrow. well, i will be having lab skills tomorrow; so, i'm sure it's going to be hell of a fun thing. and then break for an hou. followed by bio lab for two hours and an hour of child bearing tutorial. end of school. hmmms.. no plans for after school yet tomorrow. probably going to get mommy's present. and my nike slippers. PROBABLY!
dah lah. BYE!

This Is It.

woke up pretty late today. at 9 i'm still wanting to sleep. but had to drag myself out of bed. didn't want nad to wait. (: showered and got ready for movie date with nad. headed down to her place and i forgot to bring the vouchers. sportslink for me and OG for mummy's birthday present. yeh! get to meet kak nadya! :D nad's mum prepared breakfast for me. roti kari and milo. i bedal the keropok as well. xP lapar dokkk...!! and as i waited for nad, i munched on liqourice and ribena pastilles. left her crib at around 11.30am. with kak nadya. she's going to jb with her boifey. trained down to simei to get nad's hp back from servicing. then down to sportslink to check out the adidas slippers i want! but to no avail, it's not found there. so we headed to pasir ris; white sands mall to look for it too. again, results were disappointing. haiyah... lets just wait for it to be in stores lah kan?! grrr!!!! NAK JUGAK NAK JUGAK NAK JUGAK!!!! I SAW THE GUY IN THE MRT WEARING IT!!! :@ okay. trained down to bugis and then off to film garde at iluma. movie at 2.25pm. visited adidas boutique there! two things i want to get from that shop!!! WALLET&T-SHIRT!!! hmm.. $$$ then out to bugis street to get my cup corn and up to cinema. i smuggled the cup corn in my bag. heeh. setan pey anak! :X suddenly i feel like michael jackson is alive again. maybe its just in me. anyhoos, after that we walked all the way to town. wisma atria; nike id. but andi and kamal weren't in today. so we decided to come back another day. a day when they're in perhaps. (: kamal cute!!! andi LAGI cute!!! this is what happens when i'm single. xP okok. after that wheelock for birkenstock. and trained home. ate and now, blogging. watching TANGISAN BULAN MADU later on. but want to shower first. heeh. Datuk Sharifah Aini's concert tmrw. gonna be one hectic day! hmmm..
nah... some random pics for you people to see.

last monday;02112009.

shop, shop and shop!


the soft toys i got from him. sill bring t to sleep every night.


p.s: your stupidness, or should i say your foolishness is making me dislike you. who cares right?! nobody cared when i liked/loved you. and now nobody will care when im starting to hate you! hah!

BYE!

UPDATE!

two and a half moths since i last updated my blog ehh?! haha! after my last post was exams. then too stressed studying. after that, attachments ready. too tired to blog. holidays for four weeks, also lazy to update. xP then now school re-opened for three weeks alrd. then i start blogging again. and its the end of third week then i restart ehh?!?! thanks ah ckp dgn die. xP well, A LOT, and i really mean alot!, has happened to me these past two and a half months! after attachments was hari raya. and i broke off with WAHID, my OMEGA boy, on the 4th day. which was rinny's 20th and omega's bday too. what a day?! hmm... lets just not talk about it kay?

MOVE ON! *kumar's slang*
xP
okay. so i remembered how my S.A. came into my dream last sat night. and wahid the day after that. i dreamt that i and my S.A. got into a relationship. hah! I SWEAR I'D WISH! haha! and the day after that was a dream that i patched back with wahid. how could this be? when before going to sleep i stared at my S.A.'s picture. and in that dream, we were an item. and sheila was nowhere to be found. yeah baby!! THE PART THAT I LOVE THE MOST!! freaking bapok! urgh!!!
*sumpah aku geram! mcm nk cekik aje batang leher die tao!!!*
well, two days later was worse. when i found out that my S.A. is attached! ohhmygawd!! sumpah i didn't dream of this coming. urgh!!! im just not meant to be in love at such a young and raw age. thats it mayn! i've made my vow! and also kan, im like not used to it anymore. im now more used to being single. furthermore, my S.A. and his gf got together just two days efore my 1st year anni with wahid which is super duper wasted! if only i had knew that this was coming, i'd have ended our relationship earlier. hais...
nothing can be done now. so yah.

today, tut was first lesson. then followed by break and then bio lect. i was as usual super bored. so i decided to text farhat. and he told me to make full use of lectures. so i tried my best and ended up sleeping half of the lecture. :DDDDD child bearing lecture had a good start. and not like before. video of child birth at home. super cool and fascinating~!! hah! after that, we as a class, went over to shamu's house for dinner. trained down to amk then bussed to blk 518. shamu's mother was like her twin. only older. :X and we definitely had loads and loads of fun. laughing and giggling. elaine's surprise was the best! xP anyhoos, happy 17th elaine!!

dah.
yang sudah tu sudah ehh?!