Saturday, August 8, 2009

lack of love.

saturdays are always boring. i didnt have a choice but to wake up early. and so i did. crapped around with kak zi then off for lunch. then out to clementi for a birthday celebration. there was kuda kepang performance being put up. this one was the real one. as in the *makan sabut kelapa and pijak kaca and makan ROKOK?!? wahaha. *shred the husk of the coconut with teeth, stepping on glass without being cut and eating cigarettes. ok. and so, it was an experiece to see all these. this is one video i found that shows what i've seen earlier today. but i'm not sure if its the same group or not.

these things don't make me think of whats happened to me. hais.. ohh darn. ok. i know this sounds kinda busted! but hell yeah mayn. if u were me, only then you would understand.i am so lacking of love. *shakes head* really no one has managed to win my heart the way baby and pocong did. ok. lets not talk about this.

when we were at clementi, we went to another direction. and past clementi mrt station and central. i recalled how i used to walk there with baby. those times are still fresh on my mind. icould remember vividly what he said while we were walking by the road side when i was having my menses cramp. so cute of him. BABY, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW POCONG HAS WIN MY HEART, YOU STILL TOP HIM. IN EVERYTHING. still wondering if anyone could ever win my heart the way you did. ); IMISSYOUB!