GEYLANG!

i seriously think geylang, this applies to the month of ramadan only, is a great place to meet the people you have not been meeting for so long. and and, a place for you to have fun lah kan? heh. ok. so i planned to meet the primates at 5pm at paya lebar mrt. and in the end i was the late one. heh. i reached at 6! ohh god! anyways, we like catch up on each other like for an hour straight! like yeah mayn! mcm like after 4 yrs tk jmpe. oh oh! i was expecting at least a hug ke ape lah from aki. but she came and the first thing she said was, "eh, u never grow uhh?" then i was like... ?? for a moment. heh. I WAS THE SHORTEST IN PRIMARY SCHOOL AND STILL THE SHORTEST NOW! hha. how can i ever grow? xP then we proceeded to our aimless walk. we didn't know of where to break our fast. there is 3 choices. 1. banquet 2. KFC 3. Es teler 77 *an indon rest* so we like ohh-ya-pay-ya-som to see where to eat. and finally we ate at banquet. haha! cool way of deciding ehh? thanks ahh dan! ok. it was like only 6.15pm then. we have like an hour till buka time. then we like sat in the banquet and chatted. i talked to zahidah otp! hahaha! she jealoused. she couldn't make it. so we planned to make another meet up on this coming tuesday. so i'll be seeing them after my attatchment! this time, i'll make sure zahidah is around! (: miss her yaw~! ok. so i and aki had chicken rice. then after our meal, we walked around the bazaar geylang. then like don't know where to go. :/ AND I HAVE TO DECIDE OF WHERE TO GO BECAUSE I WAS LATE!!! thanks ehh? hahaha. then i decided to go back to roslan because zulaikha, aki's elder sister is there. it has been super long time since i last met her. and we hugged and all. then took pics. ask aki, say got no cam. ask dan, say don't need. then finally zulaikha's ex bf took it for us. heh. its like WE are long time nvr meet bestf lah. instead of me and dan and aki. haha! then after that we all headed home. because i couldn't stay out late. so yah. &&i stopped super a lot of times lah. meet people i know lah. like abg fitri, kak jun, sam and ain, nas, aieen&eddy, musa, then the couple i saw at bedok south sec while accompanying naddy for her english orals just now. a lot lah. haha! so now, im back to where i belonged to; HOME. blogging my night away!

p.s: i just can't pt to words how much i miss you!

random.

ok. i know this is random. and im doing it only because i have nothing else to do while waiting for naddy to finish practice for her orals exam later. one which i have to accompany her to. GOOD LUCK EYH?! ok. anyways, today's last paper was ok. i couldn't make myself believe that i acted like a kid in the exam hall! i was like smiling and laughing all to myself. i was freaking irritated lah with the girl in front of me! *Nis****** heh. i like finished the paper like early. at 0955 hrs. then im only 'allowed' to, by nad, leave after that girl leave. which was like at 1025 hrs gitu. i had to wait a freaking 30 mins for her to leave! F***! hah. so in that 30 mins kn, i decided to colour the sticker label on my table. heh. which then caught the attention of my neighbour. LOL. when that girl left, it was my turn. i had to clear my throat as an indication to naddy that i'm leaving. but i just couldn't do it. i plucked up my courage. but failed. eventhough i know i had to clear my throat. it was itchy at that point of time! GRRRR! then like finally we left. i laughed my ass off as soon as i got out of the exam hall! hahaha! couldn't contain it anymore. then get to see my eye candy. like aww~! haha. awed by my own actions ehh? ape saje lah aku ni. xP so me and naddy waited for ammar and rinny at the swimming pool area there. then off to the library. so here i am in NYP's library blogging away. while rinny is coaching naddy. and ammar is talking to raihan. which in the first place idk what he's doing here. hah! &&i'm so excited about later. i just can;t wait for evening to come! MEETING MY PRIMATES! (: ok. like insya'allah i will update again later at night k? about the outing i had with my primates! <3

toodles!

from me to you;

dear my S.A.,
i swear i miss you. what i said the other day might have left you in the dark. so here i am trying to enlighten you. the truth is, i was being overcomed by jealousy and envy the moment i saw another girl like mcm calling you baby gitu. :? idk why? like, ever since we talked, i've like nvr stop thinking about you. i saved every ONE of our conversations on msn. and i re-read it everytime i think of you. and everytime i miss you. i told my bestfrinds about you. how sweet you were. *YOU ARE EHH?* anyways, ego captured me and i wasn't willing to talk to you then. only now then i realise how much i missed you. ohh damn! forgive me for doing this. i've never been in this position before. and i don't know what's gotten into me. :'(
good night b. have me in your dreams. (:
SORRY.

love,
yasmeen.

2 Ramadan 1430H.

5 days of not updating my blog. there is so much to say. so much happened. so i might only say the ones i think are important. like how i stayed up late on the eve of psycho paper just to talk to freddy. :DDDDD and and!! how i spent my friday! it was super cool lah! helping mdm kartini decorate the mess hall. :D it turned out super beautiful lah! heh. praise own work ehh? no lah. but it seriously is beautiful. ok. and ytd was the first day of the fasting month this year. and it was firman's birthday! :D *HAPPY 13TH FIRMAN! young indeed* i managed to fast on the first day. happy enough. today, allah gave me mc. heh. cannot fast. its the time of the month. :DDDD but still, i had no intake. coz i want to lose those fats!!! hah.

to self, GO AND STUDY LA!!! tmrw's FON!!!

yearning for you.

i woke up this morning to the excitement of eating out with baybe yumie and naughty dolly. i was supposed to meet them at 0930hrs under the block in front of their school. i woke up at 0830. haha! LATE!!! as always, i rushed in the toilet. lucky thing, my toothpaste went where it was supposed to go; on my toothbrush. you know, some people too kan-chiong, go put shampoo/soap on their toothbrush! haha! LOL. ok. im just exaggerating. heh. ok. then rushingly siap-ed. and as i was about to leave, my sandals were missing!! WTH?! sandal ponn nak curik ke? haha. so i had no choice but to wear pumps. i left the house smiling until the point i saw a crane? haha. and i thought the walkway was closed. but it wasn't. so i went on. bussed down to bgss. at the traffic light, i saw acad on the opposite side. heh. missed him yaw! anyways, i went on with my 'journey'. and met the two lovelies. then i was ike telling them who i saw and for a moment, i was on cloud 9. heh. for that moment aje. and so, we bussed down in 67 to tamp inter. we weren't sure if the mall was open that early. hah! so we walked around. and the initial plan of eating at ljs was cancelled and we ate at food culture. i had my Fish Ban Mian, naughty dolly had her Chicken Rice and baybe yumie had her Mutton Briyani. lol. SEDAAAAAAP SIARH!! after food, i bought my sprite!! heh. then walked around tampines one. tiring dok!! haha. when the two lovelies headed home, i decided to go MP Library alone. heh. suddenly want to be left alone gitu kn? haha. and there i met ain(BRDSS). i didn't talk much with her. then i farmvilled. and played typing maniac. bursted into laughter when viewing this vid on a japanese comedian who fall into hot water pitfalls! haha. and now, im blogging as i'm listening to Jangan Menangis Sayang. i swear i miss my WAHID! :'( *sobsob* it was our one year and one month ytd. but sadly, we didn't talk. i swear i'm being patient here because i love him damn bloody much! but how long more do i have to suffer in silence? can i break out into tears and screams?! or can i just meet him!!! OHMYGAWD!!! these are my silent cries for you b.
here is what the lyrics read.

Sampainya hati mu
Buatku tertunggu-tunggu
Kemana kau sayang
Tidur malam tak menentu
Rindu merindu selama ini
Ku takut kan menjadi kenangan

Aku menangis sayang
Bila kau tiada
Tak sanggup rasanya aku
Berjauhan dari mu
Resah hati ku

Jangan menangis sayang
Ku seperti dulu
Rindu ku hanya padamu
Cinta ku hanya untukmu
Buat selamanya

Kalau padi kata padi
Tidak aku tertampi-tampi
Kalau benci kata benci
Tidak aku nanti terus menanti

Berjanjilah kau sayang
Hanya aku di hati mu
Aku dah berjanji hanya kau di hati

this is super true. and its what im going through.
I'M YEARNING FOR YOU, B!

double fillet-o-fish.

i ended my night early. i consider it early. like 12midnight? still woke up late. probably due to my restlessness during the night's sleep. hence i felt super duper tired! and swined all the way through tha morning until 1130hrs. actually i woke up at early. like at 0830hrs. took pocket money and then had breakfast with kakak eiyra. she went off for school and i continued swining till 1130hrs. hah! i showered rushingly! coz i thought i was late. i wasn't sure of what time i'm supposed to meet naddy. heh. and so, i called her and agreed to meet at 2pm at bedok inter. i bussed down bedok inter after lunch(nasi lemak). i was early. heh. so i went over to bedok library. met naddy and we went to buy bbt. heh. i had strawberry yoghurt while naddy had strawberry oreo. and we bussed down to siglap centre (14). crapped a lot in the bus with naddy. hah! one of it was me drinking her bbt and commenting that it tasted like oreo strawberry. LOL-ed! ok. and then studied at siglap centre macs. nad studied while i lapp-ied for a while before studying. i just realised that i never had a pic with naddy before. like just the two of us. hah! and she was aww-ed by the fact that i realised that. heh. cute kan si kecik ni?! chatted with baby azree! heh. *he always make my heart skip a beat! <3 so friends, if i were to suffer from any cardiac diseases in the future, you know that one of the culprits is him! heh. and i started studying only because my lappy died! *sobsob* ); ok. studied and crapped at the same time. heh. after that we makan double fillet-o-fish!!! heh. SEDAAAAP SIARHH!! and then crapped with anisah otp. heh. after a while, we went home. walking. to the bus-stop actually. in the middle of the way, naddy suddenly needed that toilet sooooo badly. heh. so we went back to caltex. before that she was like asking me larr, whether caltex got toilet or not. it had a 5-star toilet!! heh. and she said it was like toilet hotel. xP nadd.. nadd... AND FINALLY, I HAD MY FIRST PICTURE WITH NAD!!! in the toilet! heh. rather than nthg right? after like four months being friends. heh. we sight-see the houses around the area. one attracted me soooo much that i feel like going back to that place. the house belonged to a muslim i guess. heh. the gate looked like a mosque's gate and the house number was written in arabic numerals! how cool kn? however, the house is situated opposite a church! hah. but it'll only make it easier for me. heh. when i reached home, there was this cat that was so manje manje with me. heh. like meow-ing at my leg. so i pitied it and went back the kedai kueh to get it an ayam goreng (fried chicken wing). then got home. i was trying to facebook from just now. but it suck lahh!! dang it! so now, i blog about today before i end my night.



to nadirah c, i don't want you to come apologising to me not knowing the reason why i am mad at you. for me to know and for you to find out.
to baby azree, heh. IMISSYOU! xP
to naddy, can't wait for your birthday to come! sumpah i got loads of surprises for you!! heh.
to baybe yumie&naughty dolly, can't wait to go out with you guys tomorrow morning.

G'NIGHT babats!!

cookies&cream!

heh. ok. i haven't been updating recently. been busy and tired. ok. so here it goes. friday was simulation for me. there was consolidation lecture in the morning for an hour. then off we went to the library to catch some movies. and then puff. went in to take temp. AND I GOT FEVER!! DARN IT! i can't possibly be going home and not coming for simulation right? i wouldn't be able to go or attatchment then!! ok. so with the help of rinny and nad, i sneaked back into school. then after the whole ting, we went home. and as for saturday, i sat at home, swining! hah! LOL. making up my lost sleeps. is there such thing?! then talked to bby azree. heh. ok. as for sunday, not much thing happened. i get to eat my long-waited cookies&cream ice-cream!! woooooots~! heh. soo happy. i was high on it for a moment just now. heh. ok. i'm waiting for bby azree to come online. MISS HIM! xP bluek!
ok.
dah.

NYP-ian.

ytd was all fine and laughters until the point of time i met azzam. all was HELL! fuck it! knnbccb!!! he is like forcing things out of me lah. this is so super unlike my baby whom i miss damn much!! hais.. i swear i've been thinking of showing up at his doorstep and surprise him?! anyways, i have my own plans of getting him something and i give myself until before hari raya. I DIE DIE MUST GET HIM THAT THING BEFORE HARI RAYA COMES!! ok. and today, i slept like pig. i didnt even realise the the cupboard key was given to me. but shockingly i realised that dee was still asleep when she was supposed to have woken up. so i told nadirah to wake her up. and then i was lost in my beauty sleep until 0830hrs. and i texted nad asking her what time is should meet her. and off for shower then rushed out. coz i was late. off to teman anisah for her dental appointment and to NASI AYAM PENYET!! sedap siarhh! *slurp!* heh. then we walked around in search of tazmania soft toy. we didnt managed to get hold of it so we proceeded down to bugis to get nad's jazz for attatchment. after that we headed down to ngee ann polytechnic. for the fun of it. my first time here. i really hope baby comes back quick. coz seriously, i swear in my name that there are no other guys like him. all the rest are like fucking fuckers!!! knnbccb! sume nak nonok! mampos je tak nak!!! dah. buat darah aku up jek.

my national day.

ok. the wireless at home is killing me! urgh! i cant update. so here goes the highlights for my sunday and monday. as planned, i went out. with taufiq, deeyanah, rohaizad, ummy and kak mardiah. first we went to parkway parade. ummy and kak mardiah went to have lunch while the four of us went around parkway parade snapping pictures of how people celebrate their national day. then off to east coast beach. for the same objective. then i bought mccafe's double chocolate for only $1.95. xP ok. then i wanted to eat my nasi ayam penyet. so we headed down to lucky plaza where there are thousands of philippinos and thais and other foreingers. ok. maybe im just exaggerating. xP we had my nasi ayam penyet and i was super duper smiles all the way from the moment we stepped in the restaurant till the last bite of the food! i was smiling from cheek to cheek! xDDDD FINALLY!! ok. then we headed for al-falah mosque and then to padang. we wanted to go to esplanade. but can't. coz it was closed. snapped pictures. we were supposed to be happy and excited during the fireworks display weren't we? unfortunately i wasn't. i was crying inside. i remembered how it was the last time. happily watched the fireworks burning with baby. and when i couldn't see, because i was too short and everyone around were so tall *including him*, he actually piggy-backed me.how sweet you must be saying. and i shall reply with an 'i know' xP and there were so many couples around. JEALOUSED! after thee event, we headed home. mummy treated us to macs. wooots~! and i and kakak eiyra slept late becuase we had a war with flying cockroaches!!! eeeW!! disgusting! all in all, we killed a total of 13 cockroaches in just an hour! WTH KN? haha! ok. so we slept at 3 am. and had to wake up like 8?! urgh!! fuck it!! my monday was spent slacking. i didn't even study for wed's test!!! haiyah.. I LOST MY WALLET!!!! ;( baby gave me that wallet... ok. move on. and today, thought that there was no school. but there was. it ended at 11 plus. i randomly missed syafiq. xP was looking out for him when we were in school. but to no avail, we didn't even bump into him. so here i am, now, sitting at nad's house, blogging. this is a no-need to say thing that I MISS BABY!!!!

lack of love.

saturdays are always boring. i didnt have a choice but to wake up early. and so i did. crapped around with kak zi then off for lunch. then out to clementi for a birthday celebration. there was kuda kepang performance being put up. this one was the real one. as in the *makan sabut kelapa and pijak kaca and makan ROKOK?!? wahaha. *shred the husk of the coconut with teeth, stepping on glass without being cut and eating cigarettes. ok. and so, it was an experiece to see all these. this is one video i found that shows what i've seen earlier today. but i'm not sure if its the same group or not.

these things don't make me think of whats happened to me. hais.. ohh darn. ok. i know this sounds kinda busted! but hell yeah mayn. if u were me, only then you would understand.i am so lacking of love. *shakes head* really no one has managed to win my heart the way baby and pocong did. ok. lets not talk about this.

when we were at clementi, we went to another direction. and past clementi mrt station and central. i recalled how i used to walk there with baby. those times are still fresh on my mind. icould remember vividly what he said while we were walking by the road side when i was having my menses cramp. so cute of him. BABY, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW POCONG HAS WIN MY HEART, YOU STILL TOP HIM. IN EVERYTHING. still wondering if anyone could ever win my heart the way you did. ); IMISSYOUB!

national day weekend.

howdy bloggers. xP ahahah! i didn't blog ytd. TOO TIRED!! ok. anyways. the highlights for ytd was that we went to pastamania. we, as in a hand full of people from the class. had so much fun!! i had my penne creamy chicken! it was super yummy lahh! heh. after that was arcade time. air hockey, guitar heroes, drum mania, car racing, motor racing and many more down the list. the most important thing of ytd's arcade event was the waiting for sweets to fall at the candyland machine. WTF?! ahha! pathetic sioll. ok. then back to school. then consolidation lecture for HS 1085 - Family and Community Health. then off to city hall and out with fir. as soon as i reached home, i put my bag, changed to my sleeping attire and off to lala-land! urgh!! damn tired larr. i woke up fresh this morning. VERY! but wanted to sleep more. heh. showered and off to meet naddy at bedok mrt. as usual, we took the train to p.r and back to r.p. we only did the psychology revision paper in the train on our way to school. ahahah! and i got the cheeks to say that i didn't get it when the thing was in my bag the whole time. for the whole week! ahahaha! ok. but at least i still did it and know my stuff. after psycho lecture was break for two hours. ate then sat in the library to FARMVILLE! ahaha. ok. err.. then went off for our last tutorial for HS 1086 - Safety in Healthcare. took pictures with Ms Allison. then off for nursing lab. which was taken over by ms Angela. it was real fun! we learnt about specimen collection and Last Office! and i suddenly felt sorrowed. ahaha! but its fine now! laughed like nobody's business in the train. wahahahaha! ohh darn! I MISS BABY!!!!!!!! hais... until when will this thing prolong? i miss those times when he called me ayang. and i missed those times when we laughed our hearts out together! ok. now its the pictures time to do the talking.






featuring baby's wallet! <3


mummy scolding. xP

PIERCE!

the peeps!

dear god, please help me keep baby in safe hands. and bless him with the best of everything. give him the strength. bless him with the best of health, wealth and iman. ILOVEYOU!
dear guardian angel, tell him that i love him so damn much and that NO ONE, really NO ONE can replace him!

*laughed to hard today. expect to cry tonight.

two weeks to ramadan.

ok. as stated above, its two weeks to ramadan! and i haven't finish making up my past fast! this acts as a reminder yaw! ok. so i lazily dragged myself out of bed this morning. i dreamt of baby again last night. haiss.. but i'm not so sure of what exactly. ok. then lazily picked what baju to wear for today. and lazily showered. but still early. hah! then went to meet naddy at 0730hrs at bedok mrt. as usual. to p.r then r.p. then to school. slept in the train!! hahaha! this morning's safety lecture was ok uhh. can't complain. it was on bioterrorism and consolidation. then break for two hours. felt ike sleeping. managed to for a while after my meal and a puff. i didn't pay much attention to the second lecture. was at the back of the lecture hall playing lappy. :DDDDDDDDD exams coming still can like that uhh? haiyah.. *shake head. haha! then went for mask fitting. the bitter thing was so bitter that i almost vomitted!! ok. then out of school for a puff. *two actually. then back in again. coz i had so much time to waste. waiting for 6pm. going out! :DDD

ok. so ytd was didi sharinah's last day with us. ); hais.. everybody's leaving.

why ohh why?!

bubbye didi! gonna miss you!

and so my thoughts about girls gettin nice guys and my dream. i have thought it over. that i don't want to blog about it. heh. let me just keep it to myself aje. SORRAYEE!!!

ok.

bye!

dad's 46th.

and so today is dad's 46th. who cares when i don't?! anyways, met naddy and ayda at 7 at eunos mrt. then off to school. i was so damn sleepy today! urgh! super lazy to get up earlier just now!!! i finally had the courage to tell ibnu the long kept secret! hais... ok. then i skipped lecture. i havent do my reflective journal! sat outside lecture theatre to do it. together with manoj, geri and carmen. then along came elaine. webcammed with geri and some with naddy and rinny. just gonna upload some. coz uploading all will take a lot of time!

look at the lecturer behind. xP

randomness!



love my beads! *aisyah's actually. xP

domokun bite my finger! ):

she gets high on highlighters! xP

ok.
and so, after that was break for one hour. ate then go for a puff. then went for bio lecture, which i didn't pay attention to. heh. slept halfway through and the other half was spent playing game at lappy. after that was our sucky group presentation. which we didnt plan at all. who doing what slides was only distributed in the class!! wth kn?! ahah! ok. and then was another hour of break. wanted to go for a puff, but not enough time. and i was like suffocating without puffing for a few hours!! urgh! darn. ok. during bio lab, mr raj came late. he FORGOT about us. AGAIN!! ahah! then, following that was safety tutorial. it was intan's group to present. and i was like super sleepy!!! heh. hmm.. finally, school ended! get to puff! :D home was the next destination!!!! went home with ammar. ohh darn. so tired!! AND I DONT HAVE ANYMORE MONEY!! for the week!!! heh. abbas came!! heh.

yas: "abbas, gigi mane?"
abbas: "tikus makan"
ahahahah! how cute?
translation.
yas: "abbas, where have your teeth gone to?"
abbas: "the rat ate it for dinner!"

i think my thoughts and ytd's dream will be postponed to tmrw. heh.
sorraye!
ok. BYE!

school.

currently in bio lecture which i am NOT paying attention to. heh. just suddenly no mood to do so. :X and so i managed to get hold of pocong. he is super unlike botak. :( haiss... super different lah. I WANT MY WAHID BOTAK BACK!!!!! DAMN YOU, D****!!! take him away from me. ); URGHHHHH!!!! i swear i feel like going to vivo city; sky park. i need to scream my hearts out!!! i have more than one heart mind you! xP haiss...
dah.
BYE!

why?

ohhkayy. i dreamt about baby last night. hais... talk about it in tomorrow's post. so today i met naddy at 0900hrs at r.p. rinny and ammar and raihan was waiting for us at yck mrt. then school until 1200hrs. ate at north then went to the library. mat rep was there too. just a table away from us. he was with his friend. went for a puff with rinny. then lepak for a while then off to meet kak eiyra at yck mrt. we initially planned to meet the three, nad, farah and aisyah at cathay cineleisure for a movie. it's farah's 15th today. and so we wanted to celebrate together. but it was a cock-up coz they wanted to watch harry potter. i dont think its worth watching the second time. so we suggested hangover. however only two is above 16. so yah. then kak eiyra and myself headed down to parkway to get the pressie for farah. and we got her perfume from the body shop. it is being shared among 6 people. if not, 5. after that, we both went down to mccafe to lepak. all in all, we bought 1 large fries, 2 large fries, 1 large coke, 1 next chill. lappy's batt was down so can't use. ):


we chit-chatted until like 9. then home! showered. then tried to get hold of pocong. but he rejected. haiyah.. anyways, tomorrow is an early schooling day. so i should be off to bed now. maybe after farmville. heh.

condolences.

dearest taufiq, my greatest condolences to the loss of your late grandmother. may allah bless her.

taufiq and myself ended our night last night with eating and fighting over chocolate. nestle crunch. while the rest of the boys are watching television.

his saliva was spilling on me. DISGUSTING!

food fight!

my initial plan of cleaning up the room last night was not fulfilled. but we did some pre-cleaning. our own. slept only at arnd 12plus midnight. the plan of waking up straight after subuh was being agreed upon the three of us. :D BUT!!! only i didn't wake up. idk why. xP nad woke me up. tu pon nk tido balek! we brought lke every single thing out of the room. and sweeped the floor and mopped it too. nad cleaned the kipas and tingkap. then had my shower then followed by lunch. after that, prepared for netball training which was not led by abg sopi. slack like hell siarh today's training. following that was shower again then dinner. and now, here, blogging away. facebooking at the same time. today is carefree day. :DDDD

ok. dah.

disappointment.

i opened my eyes to today quite late. i was super tired. slept at like 2plus am last night. i wanted to sleep more. boost my energy that have been dilapidated over the week! ok. so, i woke up and planned to clean the room which was in a complete mess! we need to reshuffle a little bit of things. here and there. had my shower at 11plus am. then took my lunch. i forgot that nad will be bringing food back for me. :x initially i asked for roti prata telor, kuah campor. but she got me bandito pockett instead. it's ok. better than nothing right?

yum yum!

CPOs of the home. :D *no pictures please!

:DDDDDDDDDD

so engrossed!

enjoying to the very last bit!

whats left of it.
THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE TREAT NADIRAH C!
after asar prayers, i took a nap. too tired. got up for evening prayers. then had dinner. following that i 'cleared up' the unwanted things on my lappy. rearranged everything. i cant stand seeing things not in its place or even in a mess! planning to further clean up the room later tonight. the raspberries in my farm withered. because i forgot to harvest it when it's ripen! ); anyways...
i shall end here and now.

to ibnu, hope you enjoyed your day out with the soccer boys. :DDD hah! I HAVE A LOT TO UPDATE YOU ABOUT. hope i get the courage to tell you the secret soon. still waiting for the right time. take care.