Lady Chillax.

OMG!
after almost a month of not updating my blog, Syahrin a.k.a Mr Stickman suddenly moved me to do so. he called me Lady Chillax. LOL with me ppl! i think that is super cute. he came up with that name because to him i seemed laid back. hahahaha! is it true? hmm..
okay.
so, a lot of things happened in the past one month. fight with Shahnor Abbas goes without saying. seriously, i feel like a dumbass that friday night. i put a test on baby boo. i asked my friend to text him, wanting to get to know him. and he finally knew it was all part of my plan. and i was so... OMG! HOW ON EARTH DID HE KNOW?!?!URGH!
then i got fucked by him that night. not literally.
SUMPAH, the motive was to test him. i didn't even have the feeling of mistrust in him. its just that after Farhanah Sulaiman talked to me on fb, i became more and more afraid of losing him. hence, i became more and more precautious.
now, after that friday night, i finally explained to baby boo about this fear im having. i literally told him everything. and this is what he said to me.
you just cant overcome your feelings!
i find it true. i know.
nvm, its past.
got to do socio.
am sooooooooo looking forward to 1st march 2010.
KARAOKE WITH MY PEEPS @ KSUITES!
<3<3<3<3<3


focus points for now: finish socio, concentrate on bio, psycho, socio and child bearing, HEALTH, and of course SHAHNOR ABBAS!